I Regret That Night
I used to be a musician. I wasn't well known, but I did all
right. I slept in my van at most gigs out of town, but it was comfortable. Then
there was that one night when it was really cold and that beautiful girl from
the audience asked if I would rather stay with her than in the van. Dillon was
so friendly and earnest in her concern for me, how could I resist? Hell, she
wasn't even drunk so I didn't think anything of it. I usually get an invitation
or two, but always turn them down since their invitation includes sleeping in
their beds and Dillon's didn't. She had a pull-out couch that was comfortable
she had told me. It was - a little too much so.
It was early October and a surprise cold front came through
so I didn't have a blanket in the van. The audience was great, meaning no one
threw bottles at the stage or yelled odd things for no particular reason, also
known as heckling. I mean, who heckles a singer anyway? I have seen it my
friend, believe me, and I have felt that bottle that didn't quite miss me as it
whizzed past. Dillon was a blue eyed blonde and dressed to kill in tight jeans
and a tee shirt to match. Her boots looked new like she didn't wear them often,
but she was quite a sight.
When we got to her ground floor apartment she offered me
coffee, another surprise, rather than something with alcohol. She said she had
to work the next day and couldn't have alcohol in her system, but she didn't
tell me what it was she did. She knew me though; a musician who could barely afford
rent with four other guys in a small cheap apartment much less a hotel room
after a concert, which was why I usually slept in my beat up van. I often took
food with me rather than buy anything on the road. Yep, that was pretty much
it.
Dillon had said before she went to bed that she was glad I
was there, even though I was a stranger. She felt safer. I wanted to ask her
from what but she just closed her door without another word. I must have slept
like the dead or I would have heard that other person come into the apartment
during the night. Some safety net I turned out to be.
Dillon didn't answer when I called out her name. I thought
she might have gone to work already, but thought it odd that she would have
left a stranger alone in her home and with no note either. Then I saw it; the
blood on the door.
"Oh shit!" I said and shouted her name.
"Dillon?" I opened her door and there she was naked as the day is
long and very much dead. Her eyes stared at me accusingly as if I was the one
who had done it. There was a belt around her throat and unfortunately, it was mine.
She had cuts on her arms and legs too. That would explain the blood, and it
didn't take a rocket scientist to see what else had been done to her judging by
the position of her legs and the empty condom wrapper on the floor. I sighed
and cried at the same time.
The police actually took me into custody when I told them I
had never seen her before that night and she let me sleep on her couch. There
had been no DNA and no prints on that wrapper, but that was my belt, so they
decided we had a night of rough play and I got carried away and tried to make
it look like someone else did it. I can't believe I got convicted on such
flimsy evidence. I know whoever did it had to have had a key because she had
that door locked with a really expensive deadbolt. The cops just wanted a fast
conviction even though they never did break me into admitting to anything, and
they sure enough tried to make me. I wasn't saving the State any money by
confessing to something I didn't do.
If I ever get out of here, I am going to find out who did
it. I am going to do the investigating that the cops avoided. I have a lawyer
on my side trying to get me out. In the meantime, sleeping that sound is not an
option. I probably won't sleep until I am either released or dead. Inmates
don't like rapists, you see. They feel they deserve to get as good as they gave
so being on guard is a twenty-four-seven job.
Maybe I'll see you on the outside one day, maybe not. One
thing is for sure; I'll never be a singer again, and I will never accept the kindness
of strangers.
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